don't have a clue how to behave

I just realized that I haven't written a blog in two weeks. sorry, folks: I'm tired, too tired to form a cohesive thought pattern around anything. I'm going through the kind of interpersonal manic depression I only experience when I'm stressed out or unhappy -

where I'm distant or mean to the people I know the best, and happy-go-lucky with everyone new. where I play with my rings a lot (my most visible nervous habit). where I don't make the phone calls I should make, don't write the letters I've been meaning to write, and don't get out of the apartment enough.

I'm hoping to work my way back toward center. soon.